Actually, the one who deserves the most pity is yourself. Most of the people
on the NG are fortunate enough to have jobs, families, and occasionally the
chance to fly.
America may not be perfect, but it is one of the few countries in the world
where an average, middle class individual can own and fly their own plane.

We also didn't need to leave our home country to try and survive or scratch
out a meager living, and we don't live in a socially isolated fantasy world.

Of course, you'll never realize this, which is why you're in your current
situation, with no way out.