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If you're so keenly interested in aviation, take some flight
lessons, for God's sake.

That isn't practical at the moment.

Is there something you haven't told us?
Are you confined to a hospital bed or something?
You know, plenty of people with disabilities still learn to fly.
There are plenty of paraplegics, and some quadriplegics who fly, each with
respect to their own disabilities. There are even blind pilots' flying
associations.

To date I am not aware of any paranoid schizophrenics' piloting associations,
but hey, where there's a will . . .